My DA account has been dead for a while now, but I plan to be back with some new stuff after 15 December, when I get all my magical electronic thingies (known as tablet and scanner) back during my visit in Poland. Aaaand... Can't wait to go there, because I havent seen my good ol' friends in months! Anyways, thanks for all the comments guys, and nearly 30.000 visits! Wow, thats a big number in my dictionary. And thanks to all who havent forgotten about me even when I'm not uploading stuff, you rock.

It's 4:41am here and I'm still sitting in living room glued to the computer, with too many thoughts punching my brain at once. Nothing really stops me from going upstairs to my bedroom and sleep for the rest of the night, but somehow I'm stuck here on the sofa. So many things need to be sorted out and during the day there's always too little time. I want to use my life to the full but it is not that easy as it seems. Working while studying doesn't help it at all but that's the cost of starting an independent life, I guess. And I'm stuck. And I feel that I have neglected drawing. I used to draw a lot more than I do now and for so many reasons I feel very bad about that. I guess that will sort out itself when I get some stabilisation here. Aaah, I want to draw. Where is my scanner, my free time and lazy days? Oh, I don't know, guess I just wanna moan now, hehehe!

I just noticed how long has it been since I last visited my DA acount. It's all because I moved to UK and internet acces has been limited for the last three months. Good thing is I got myself a decent laptop and my internet connection hopefully will be activated pretty soon, maybe even this week. Now I live on my own in High Wycombe somewhere between London and Oxford, but surely gona move out here in June. Where? I don't really know yet, guess that will be a suprise even to me. I'm a bit bored here so if you spot a nice party somewhere in Oxford, London or something like that, let me know so we could have some fun together. We could just wander around too, having a take-away food, sliding though streets. I don't mind cold or rain at all! Or we could just draw our asses off and take hundreds of photos. And you could laugh because of my accent. Just let me know!

Can't wait until 17th May! Yes, it's the awesome day when my summer holidays start and I'm finally leaving this hell called highschool. Probably in a year or two I'll laugh about it, but now I just count days until the last day. And when I'm finally free I'm gonna travel as much as I can! Ha. Maybe you wanna me to visit you? We can draw together and wander until the early morning hours talking shit and having fun.


I miss drawing so much. But there's so little time before final exams and I have so many stuff to do now before I can leave my country and study abroad that I don't really have time for more than doodling. It sucks, but makes me understand that I really want to do this in future. And it's hella strong feeling that I want to be better and better.


I wish ya all a nice Easter. Even if you're not a fan this holiday it's always a good time to eat good food and slack off a bit, right?