It's 4:41am here and I'm still sitting in living room glued to the computer, with too many thoughts punching my brain at once. Nothing really stops me from going upstairs to my bedroom and sleep for the rest of the night, but somehow I'm stuck here on the sofa. So many things need to be sorted out and during the day there's always too little time. I want to use my life to the full but it is not that easy as it seems. Working while studying doesn't help it at all but that's the cost of starting an independent life, I guess. And I'm stuck. And I feel that I have neglected drawing. I used to draw a lot more than I do now and for so many reasons I feel very bad about that. I guess that will sort out itself when I get some stabilisation here. Aaah, I want to draw. Where is my scanner, my free time and lazy days? Oh, I don't know, guess I just wanna moan now, hehehe!